I jUsT kNoW...why i'm forgotten...

sometimes..i just feel that i am always alone...

an actual fact that i think when  i am lonely...

even sometimes..i always saw someone close right by my side..

but somehow..i saw their smiles are to their friends beside...

it's true..

when someone said that i am weird to them...

because i don't have any confidence when i'm with someone like them..

sometimes...

i felt that i want to change myself into a better person...

but people kept talking about me..

they put weird fact about myself..

and spread it to the others...

they laugh each time i want to make change..

they ignored each time i want to change..

they put me into a weird situation each time i want to change..

 what can i do??

they ignored someone like me..

they hate someone like me..

they looked me down, for someone like me..

....

what can i do????

i want to change my life..

i just wished that my feelings of nervous could vanished..

mannn..to lived in my life are sooo hard...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!

 but then, this year..

i have a differ situation...

about how much i hate about myself...

because i'm too easy to forget about other mistake..

i forgive them that-so-easily that i'm looked down by the others..

i want to change..

i need more friends..

i have to learn myself better..

i just wished that i could be nicer..

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

what are they for??